My mum asked me how I feel about grandma’s death. I hesitated then I said, I can’t talk about it, it makes me sad.
She said I should talk about my feelings instead of bottling them up, it’s bad for me in the long run.
People say you have to submerge yourself fully in your grief, in your sadness, and only then will you be able to accept and move on.
But how if you don’t. How if, when every time I think of mama, every time I cry, I’ll never stop crying? I’ll never be able to accept that she’s gone?